Sulu didn't want to ruin the mood the tea had helped them restore, but the first thing to come to his mind was to tell Ianto just how badly he'd taken his death. How the world had stopped and he'd shut off until Jack had forced him to face it like a man - how he still could feel that part of him that'd been hurt, and how the revelation tonight had only made it more noticeable.

But he couldn't do that. Unlike Ianto's health, Sulu was sure that if he just ignored it, it would go away. It had to, because there was no reason for him to keep feeling like part of his world had disappeared. So he just shook his head and smiled quietly. "And I'll have you to do them with," he said instead. "So it'll be that much more worth it."