Running a hand through his hair, Sulu nodded. "Yeah, I know. I just would rather worry about you than me." How were either of them supposed to fix this, anyway? It just needed time. But Ianto wanted him to talk; that much was obvious from how he was looking at Sulu, and so Sulu knew he needed to say something, to give something to Ianto.
So, he sighed again and nodded once more. "I'm just. Adjusting to having you back, still. I don't think all of me gets it yet and..." He didn't want to explain it to Ianto, but the other had every right to know. "When - when you died, I didn't... I didn't take it so well. And some of me still isn't taking it well, is all. It'll pass," he finished as he closed his eyes briefly. It had to pass. There was no other option.
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So, he sighed again and nodded once more. "I'm just. Adjusting to having you back, still. I don't think all of me gets it yet and..." He didn't want to explain it to Ianto, but the other had every right to know. "When - when you died, I didn't... I didn't take it so well. And some of me still isn't taking it well, is all. It'll pass," he finished as he closed his eyes briefly. It had to pass. There was no other option.