impavid: (❖ You may rescue)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-07 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah."

He was, and even now John still feels the pain of loss. It may be buried deep, but John still misses Holland.

"That's -- Mitch, and Dex," he carries on, pointing them out in the photo. "They were, uh, killed outside Khabour. Chopper took an RPG when it touched down for med-evac."

Which is... a pretty definitive way to go. There was barely anything left to bring back for a military funeral. It's been so long since he's seen their faces and that he doesn't know how to feel, only that it's strange. Almost like a photo from another life, something that no longer feels real. Holland he's been reminded of recently, if unwillingly. This is a different sort of pain, a confusing, detached one.
impavid: (❖ She'll beat you if she's able)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-08 01:11 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah. Yeah we did."

They worked together. Flew together. He takes a deep breath, tilts his head for them to keep moving and stares blandly at the photo as he begins to walk. Carefully separating them he moves shuffles out the one underneath, picks it up and vaguely holds it out toward Ianto.

"That's Elizabeth I'm standing with. She was our original expedition leader. She was -- good. Not military, she was a diplomat. Smart, way smarter than me. Spoke a ton of languages, always had a level head on her. She cared."

Which was important to John. Atlantis was always a little more lax and human with its military regulations under Elizabeth, and that's the way he liked it.
impavid: (❖ My wits got keen)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-08 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
"We did. Didn't see eye to eye on everything, but -- we had the same priorities."

Keeping people safe. He takes the photo back and slides it into the stack, wets his lips uneasily as he thinks.

"Maybe we should get that drink," he prompts finally, because all these photos -- they feel like they belong in the same drink-requiring-territory as... everything else on their minds. Everything else unspoken, temporarily boxed up until the right team to set it free.
impavid: (❖ Traveled every road)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-08 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
John squints at Ianto in thought a moment, then glances out into the snow as they walk -- tucking the photos back into his jacket again.

"Something we can take back?" he prompts, because he's... not really into the idea of having heavy conversations in public. Not after his more recent track record of handling things in public. Maybe that's weird, but he's given up worrying about if what he says is weird for now. "Can grab something to eat too."

You know. To help soak up the alcohol.
impavid: (❖ Until I can find me)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-09 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
"Porridge was kind of recognisable, so I figure why not?"

He spends the rest of the trudge back idly speculating on what they might have. Fish, he thinks, ice fishing is a thing. Lots of preserved meat. Smoked things. The more he talks about it, the hungrier he gets -- so when they finally get back to Central John is glad of both the warmth once more and the food. He picks up a thick, salty soup he can carry in a cup and some bread -- swipes a few bottles of alcohol and takes it back toward their room. Shouldering his way in John sets the soup and bottles on a side table, drops the wrapped bread onto the bed and begins shrugging off his jacket. The photos splay across the bed beside it as he dumps them out-- John, Mitch, Dex and Holland in their desert gear, Elizabeth and John by the balcony, John standing with two different people on a different balcony, a more harried scene indoors, and a small gathering in some kind of cell with a creature dressed in a way that distantly evokes 90's goth.

John moves to hang up his jacket, then ducks into the bathroom to quickly wash his hands and face a little. To generally clean up and warm up.

"So," he begins idly, "when you say your boss, are we talking about that guy or before that?"
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impavid: (❖ I keep a close watch)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-09 12:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Ducking out the bathroom again John scrubs his face with a towel, pauses by the bed to peer over Ianto's shoulder at the woman in the photo more closely before stepping away again.

London. That rings a bell. When Torchwood London fell, after the smoke cleared, it was like. They forgot about us. So she's probably not alive anymore either. So many photos of dead people.

"She looks fun," John offers, and sets his towel back with his things -- moves to sit on the edge of the bed and begin unlacing his shoes. "More fun than the last boss I had. Richard Woolsey. Liked to try and do everything by the book, but we wore him down."

Or maybe Atlantis as a whole just wore him down.
impavid: (❖ Grew up mean)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-09 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well, trying is pretty important."

John sets aside his shoes and grabs his cup of soup -- takes a sip and turns sideways on the bed, one leg drawn up a little so he can study Ianto's expression more easily.

"Personal assistant, though? You know, that explains why you're so organised."

What with the fussing about cleaning things and cooking and laundry. He wonders, idly, if this means Ianto is more Moneypenny than a bond girl.
impavid: (❖ I saw enough to realize)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-10 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
First name basis with the queen! That definitely... sounds impressive?

"Does that mean you've made coffee for the queen?" he prompts, before taking another sip of soup. The mental image of Ianto fussing over how good old Liz likes her coffee is an amusing one, although somehow he suspects she might pass on coffee made by the PA. Torchwood London sounds bigger than he thought, though. HR department, Research, Security? Was the one he worked in afterwards as big? Maybe just the London office. Or maybe after the London office was lost, everything shrank.
impavid: (❖ She'll beat you if she's able)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-10 12:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Mass public retcon. What's a retcon, when it's at home? His best guess would be some kind of clean up, like the IOA Field Operations Division, maybe trying to cover up evidence. Still.

"It didn't bother you?" he prompts, studying Ianto's expression thoughtfully. "Being the 'teaboy'?"

He remembers someone yelling that at him, months back in his memories. In the memory with the cyberwoman who wasn't a replicator, the one that neatly saved him having to think more about Holland or Atlantis. Maybe it's fitting the photographs are circling them all back through all of that again together.
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impavid: (❖ Is it too much to ask)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-10 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
John scrunches his face up again.

"I get the feeling that a Welsh Valley Boy is pretty different to an American Valley girl."

Stereotype-wise. John switches the cup of soup to his other hand so he can lean in closer, putting his weight on a hand just behind Ianto so their sides touch.

"Anyway, whoever mistook you for sweet?"

His lips twitch playfully, and John takes a nonchalant sip of his soup.
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[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-10 06:55 pm (UTC)(link)
"With pleasure."

John drawls out the words deliberately, matching Ianto's smirk with an idly amused one of his own, then he turns to frown down at the pile of scattered photos he'd dropped onto the sheets. He picks one up, turns and holds it out to Ianto -- waiting for him to take it before gesturing with one finger.

"That's Ronon and Teyla -- and, uh," he frowns, sifts through the others to pick up another. "That's McKay there."

Since they're doing the sharing thing, and he figures he should keep it even.
impavid: (❖ For old time's sake)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-11 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, that's kinda a Thursday sort of situation. Though in that specific one I think our drive had just burned out mid flight which was a little inconvenient."

You know. Since they hadn't made it to their final destination yet. In their flying city-ship. It's generally preferable to have your drive working all the way, not to end up stranded and anxious as you wonder how long you can continue floating in the middle of nowhere.

"McKay always looks a little stressed, though."

Probably because he's always in the company of your resident suicidal maniac, John Sheppard and his brilliant plans.

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