impavid: (❖ Until love can find me)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-04 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
Love?

Plans?

John pushes off the wall and tries to get himself some breathing space, to move a little further away from both Ianto and the two natives.

"Sounds perfect!" he answers, and he's at least selling it tone-wise even if his body language has lost pretty much all he comfort it had with how close they were for a few moments there. Instead, John's shoulders are just raised enough to show tension -- his grip on Ianto's hand is deliberate rather than casual. To someone who knows him, he looks more like he's preparing to bolt than shut himself in a room for a romantic evening.

On the bright side, the natives may look uneasy but so long as they are leaving they seem to be accepting this answer.
impavid: (❖ He's a victim of the times)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-04 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah," John adds as he grabs up his bag and swings it onto his shoulder. "We'll get out of your hair."

It was a stupid idea. On reflection, John doesn't even know why he ever thought it would work. Or well, he does. He was thinking about teasing Ianto, about seeing him smile, about how Ianto said he was a secret agent. He was thinking about how Ianto wanted more from him, and how he should try. He didn't think about what he'd do if they were approached, if he had to sell it someone. He didn't think about what he'd do if he had to accept that people were, in fact, watching them.

Which are they still, now.

"Don't worry," he adds lightly, "we know the way." He flashes his best attempt at a smile, but it's strained around the edges.

John can feel his breaths coming a little short as he lets Ianto tug him along, feels as if the eyes of the entire place might be on him. They're probably not, but the crawling sensation of being watched is still there. He lets go of Ianto as they reach the exit, tugs out his sunglasses to ward off the glare of the snow and tries to ignore how his hands aren't quite as steady as he'd like.

Deep breaths, slow not short. Don't be stupid. Right. He shoves up his sunglasses again reflexively and shoulders his way out into the cold.

"Anyway," he begins, "so the logs on that thing go back about a hundred and fifty years."

Let's talk about logs, Ianto, rather than anything else.
impavid: (❖ A part time thing)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-04 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"Not as far as I got. I was skimming a little until we were interrupted. All mostly sounded pretty routine."

He zips up his own jacket again, adjusts his bag as he begins to move through the snow. Moving on and away from all the awkwardness, like maybe he can just pretend it didn't happen.

"But, I heard there's another ship here. An older one, further out."

Maybe that might hold more information? At least, more than Central did if it hasn't been wiped.

"We should probably check it out. Might be less busy, too, means we can dig without interruption."
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impavid: (❖ Traveled every road)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-04 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, fine. Think it's this way."

The older Natha ship, that is.

"You warmed up enough to walk out now?"

Or does Ianto want a longer break, or another drink first? John's fine with either, so long as the topic continues to neatly be anything but what Ianto wants to talk about.
impavid: (❖ Weak or strong)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-04 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh look, it's the topic he doesn't want to talk about. He shoots Ianto an uneasy sideways glance.

"Don't worry about it. I just..." he hesitates, stumbles over a few thoughts and comes up short. He just what? "Guess they just caught me off guard. But! It did go well, so I'd say we call it a success and move on to the next part of the plan."

The bit where they stop talking about this and carry on walking to the other Natha ship here.
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[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-05 12:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Great, they're talking about this. John stops walking and shoots Ianto a wary look, half hidden by sunglasses.

"No," he manages, and he thinks of a hundred other things he could add but he doesn't even know where to begin. He doesn't want Ianto examining him like a puzzle to be solved but at the same time, he wants him to understand. He wants him to know this isn't -- personal. This isn't anything Ianto is doing wrong.

He also isn't sure he wants to have this conversation without a drink or, maybe three. It's too much. He can already feel his pulse beginning to spike again just from this much.
impavid: (❖ He's a victim of the times)

[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-05 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"No you're not the first guy I've kissed, Ianto, it's just never --"

Never been more than a hurried encounter. Never meant anything. Never been something he's committed to, especially not with people watching. He squares his shoulders a little, as if bracing himself for some kind of fight, and tries to draw on whatever reserve of calm he can find. Slower breaths, deeper breaths, push down on the panic.

"Listen, I don't know about you but it's a little early in the day to start all this for me."
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[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-05 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, I do. Come on."

John takes a deep breath and tries to press down on the bubbling unease, turns back toward the path and begins to walk.

The crashed Natha ship is definitely both older and in worse condition than Central. It's barely functioning at all, although John is fairly certain he can coax something out of it with enough effort. He crawls around under panels and murmurs to the ship, come on baby, wake up for me. A touch here and there, panels flicker and light up then dim. It's equal parts scavenging and John haphazardly patching bits of ship together, claiming he knows what he's doing. How much he does and how much he's just winging it is debatable, but with Ianto's assistance and sharp eyes they get everything running long enough for him to comb the logs. The fact that it came down in a meteor shower is interesting, but not especially exciting as a revelation. It's good to know Darma didn't shoot them down, or anyone else for that matter, and it's useful to know that they all survived.

Still, John feels frustrated once they finally give up and head back into the cold. It's a lingering frustration from the morning which is only amplified by the sense of having achieved so little.

"Why did Darma even send us down with so little information?"

John is zipped back up against the cold, sunglasses pushed up and hands shoved irritably into his pockets.

"I mean surely she wants us on side, right? So why not at least give us her side of the story! She knew Magda would tell us his, and that he doesn't like her. It doesn't make any sense! I mean I get that they don't want to interfere, but they already have with --"

There's a sudden, blinding flash and John is reaching for his gun even as he tries to get his eyes to focus again. When they do, scraps of what seems like paper are fluttering to the ground around both of them. He lowers the weapon slowly, crouches down to pick up one of the bits of paper and stares.
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[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-06 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
John hasn't much of a better idea himself. He's holstering his gun and slowly picking up a few more photos, carefully gathering them into a small stack. The one on top seems to be a group of soldiers in desert uniform, and on closer inspection two of them are familiar -- one is John, head ducked to try and suppress a smile, and one is Holland. It's a photo that radiates camaraderie, Holland laughing brightly at something and one of the other two men slinging an arm around John. He picks up another photo, but -- this one isn't his? Which is almost a relief. He holds it out to Ianto slowly and takes a steadying breath.

"This is weird."

Photos of your past being rained on you feels like an uncomfortable invasion of privacy.
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[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-06 03:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"No kidding."

John could say the same thing. He carefully tucks the stack of his own photos out of the way inside his jacket for a moment, focuses his attention on the ones Ianto has spread out on the snow.

"Cute smile," he says, and gestures idly to the creature in the cells with Ianto. "Had some good dental work done there."

It's the first thing John picks up on, largely, because it's the most unusual thing in the range of photos -- and the least obviously personal. Anything else Ianto wants to talk about, that's his call. John has learnt a degree of caution in pushing him too much.
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[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-06 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
"No, she's definitely a Janet. He's right about that. Looks kind of cranky, though. She an unfriendly sort, or just got one of those faces?"

You know, stuck in a smile but actually a sweetheart underneath it all? The fact that she's in a cell implies otherwise but -- well, you never know. Todd was technically an unfriendly, creepy looking sort who they often held in a cell but he wasn't all bad.
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[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-07 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
Huh. Weird.

"I've had bad experiences involving intelligent creatures with bad teeth that get in your head. Only ours are a lot paler and more 90's goth."

Black trench-coats, evil villain speeches, creepy screams. You know. Generally, going full ham on the villain of the week vibe. They also do somewhat less literal eating of people, more... life-sucking. Which begs the question, what do they actually use their teeth for? John isn't sure he wants to know the answer, honestly. Probably creepy.
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[personal profile] impavid 2018-08-07 02:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Janitor from hell. John wrinkles his nose, pushes to his feet because crouching in the snow is getting uncomfortable.

"Well, remind me not to hire one next time I need a janitor. I could do without the stress."

You know, the stress of being uncertain if they're going to suddenly develop a taste for people. It seems like it's probably not worth the trouble.

"Keeping all those?"

The photos, that is. John doesn't know if they're all... good memories, after all.

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