torchwoodteaboy: (melancholy)
Ianto Jones ([personal profile] torchwoodteaboy) wrote2010-11-25 01:58 pm
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[RL WITH SULU]

Ianto lay in his bed upstairs, a book laying face down on his chest. He had been trying to read for the better part of an hour, but had found himself drifting more often than not, and on the third read-through of the same page he'd given up and just put it down. And he'd been drifting since then as well, not really awake enough to be doing anything other than just lying there, not really tired enough to really go to sleep. More and more each day, while no one else was around, he found himself in this sort of a state, a sort of standby mode that was disturbing in the fact that it didn't really bother him. That nothing really bothered him anymore, because he really couldn't dredge up enough energy to be bothered about it.

He brought a hand up to his face, running it across his eyes. He...he couldn't keep lying to himself like this. At first he thought it had simply been his imagination, that things were just progressing slowly, that was all. For all that he had worried that things wouldn't get better, he had hoped that they would, Sulu continuously helping him be optimistic in that fact, and so the fact that he was going backwards, now, getting worse, it... It was crushing. And he had no idea what he was going to do about it. No idea. The even worse fact of the matter was that he was slowly convincing himself that there was nothing to do about it. That he'd never get better. That it was too late, and he couldn't do anything about it now even if he tried. Which was the mindset he kept spiraling down and dragging himself out of as it approached that time when Sulu would be making his appearance for the night.
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[personal profile] parked 2010-12-03 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
In all honesty, Sulu could understand the complications alien cookware could provide. He'd seen his share of strange devices that were supposed to do all sorts of things, but all he and his family ever made anything like that do was steam and possibly burn whatever they'd put in it. The fact that it was an "almost" in that situation was probably a good thing.

Moving through the flat, Sulu brought them into the kitchen and found Ianto a seat at the table, helping him sit down before cracking his knuckles as he turned to the now whistling kettle, taking it off the burner. He paused, then turned to face Ianto with a serious expression on his face. "All you have to do is tell me and I'll step in," he reiterated from before, "I'm serious. If he starts shouting and losing his temper, I'm not going to let him do anything stupid." Like throw a chair, or break something, or worst of all, run.
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[personal profile] parked 2010-12-03 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah," Sulu acknowledged with a faintly grim expression on his face, "I've gotten that. It's all right, though, I'm... I'm not sure how he's going to take it, but I'm not above physically pinning him to the wall to keep him from trying to leave." And he really wasn't. He knew that Jack would probably want to storm off, to give himself time to cool down, but Sulu... wasn't sure Ianto would be able to handle that, really. If he'd be around long enough to handle it.

Banishing that thought from his head, Sulu resumed making tea, pulling out three mugs (just in case). He was only going to fill two, because he could really use a little pick-me-up, but if Jack decided he wanted one, then that would help.

As he set the tea to steeping, he moved on to get out some bread for toast. "You said you wanted jam on it, right?" he asked, smiling at Ianto. If he didn't think too hard about the situation, it was almost completely mundane. Almost.
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The fact that Ianto's favorite kind of jam was blackberry was... strangely fitting. It was also a little strange, really, to know that Jack - someone who sometimes seemed on his own plane - knew what kind of jam Ianto liked. He wasn't sure if he felt... bad about it, really, since Jack had probably more reason to know these sorts of things than Sulu did, but... still. It was definitely a little weird for him.

Though, Sulu had to admit that, while it was a little awkward to be doing everything while Ianto sat there, he was grateful that the other was letting him. It made him feel productive, and the fact that Ianto wasn't complaining about it didn't hurt.

Once toaster was set up, the jam on the counter and a plate pulled down, Sulu poured out two cups of the purple tea, bringing them over to the table and setting one in front of Ianto before settling himself into a chair. "If you want, I can get the sugar. But it should help you feel better, one way or another."
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[personal profile] parked 2010-12-03 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
Sulu blinked at the question, a bit surprised by it. Certainly, he'd noticed that it was a little awkward sitting there, knowing that in a little bit a hurricane was going to be blowing through their carefully faked calm, but he hadn't really expected that question in particular to break it.

The truth was that Sulu had no doubt McCoy would see Ianto. The man wouldn't turn down someone in need of medical attention - it just didn't strike Sulu as something the man would do. And besides, Sulu would plead his case the best way he could, whenever he got the chance to ask McCoy for help. He wasn't sure how he'd do it, but he'd know when the time came.

"Of course he will," Sulu said with a smile. "He's too good a doctor to turn down a patient. Besides, you mean enough to me that to not treat you would lead to my being emotionally compromised, and I'm the best helmsman in Starfleet. They can't afford to do that to me." He'd realized about halfway through that sentence that he might be letting himself be too heavy, too serious, and so he'd played it off as best he could.
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[personal profile] parked 2010-12-03 10:41 am (UTC)(link)
Sulu smiled at Ianto for that momentary burst of optimism, a real, full smile that was much more like the ones he used to give, though it was still tinged with a little melancholy. "Of course it's not all talk," he said with an overly unconcerned shrug, "And I promise, I'll see about taking one of the shuttles out and showing you what I can do with it in deep space. Now that Jim's back on the community... Well, it'll be easy."

The toast popped up and Sulu stood to get it, finding a knife to spread the jam. "And there's nobody else I'd trust myself to in a medical bay than Dr. McCoy, really. The only thing you should know about him is that he's... a little rough around the edges. He's secretly a nice guy, though, just don't let him know you know that." He brought the toast over to Ianto and set in front of him, settling back in his seat. Unfortunately, the novelty of making things the 21st century way was a little worn, but at least he had the decency to still look at least vaguely proud of himself for once again not burning the flat down.
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[personal profile] parked 2010-12-04 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
Sulu couldn't help but laugh at just about everything Ianto was saying; it was just so good to hear him making jokes and being more like his old self. His usual self. It was nice and normal and it only helped reinforce the fact that yes, things could and would get better. Right now they were at a low point, but after he talked to McCoy and asked him to help, and after they calmed Jack down from what was inevitably going to be a pretty bad reaction, things would be back to normal.

"I'm not making any promises," Sulu said with a grin, picking up his mug with both hands and taking a small drink to bolster his mood. "But I'll try not to do anything just because I would love to hear you shriek. It'd be entertaining, to say the least."
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[personal profile] parked 2010-12-04 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
Sulu grinned and nodded, sipping at his tea. "Okay, okay. I'll make sure I warn you any time I decide we need to do something daring. It's a fair enough request, after all." And really, he was sure that when it came time to actually show Ianto around a shuttlecraft, he wasn't going to want to be doing anything daring. Being in the Enterprise was one thing; being in a shuttlecraft, something much smaller with a much more intimate view of the universe was definitely another.

"You'll like it, though," he said, as though he'd been voicing his thoughts the whole time. "It's... It's different than the Enterprise, you know, a shuttlecraft. And I can actually do more with it. It's more like what the 21st century imagines space travel to be like." He wondered if he'd be able to get them far enough out to get a good look at the Enterprise in its natural habitat; as nice as it looked even when stuck on land, Sulu was a little too proud to let Ianto's memory of the ship contain anything but deep space and the distant stars it was bound for.
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Sulu put his mug down, reaching a hand over the table to rest it on top of one of Ianto's. He wasn't sure he'd be able to vocalize how much it meant to him that Ianto was trying to be as optimistic as possible in their situation, and so he hoped the gesture would be enough. He smiled and nodded. "Consider it a date, Mr. Jones. You, me, and a shuttlecraft in deep space."

He paused for a moment, and then leaned back, moving his hands to pick up his mug once more and taking a sip. Finally, he added in as casual tone as possible, "Who knows. Maybe I'll be able to figure out a way to get us a hop to San Francisco. Mine, not yours. I mean, I'm sure there's a way to hide the fact that I'm not supposed to be within the solar system, much less on Earth itself." He'd remembered suggesting it once before, way back when it had been Jack who had been ill in the hospital, and now... now seemed like a good time to bring it up again. Because unlike last time, there wasn't a need to worry about Ianto dying. He'd already done that, and he'd be beating it completely soon enough.
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Sulu grinned bashfully and nodded in understanding. He wasn't one to lead tours around his hometown, really, but he knew how it could feel to be in one place for so long that you knew where everything was. It wasn't always bad, but sometimes you needed... something more. Which had been why he'd joined Starfleet, and it was why he was here in 21st century Cardiff now. Though he knew Ianto really didn't think Cardiff was anything special.

"We can probably go anywhere, you know," he said, smiling. "All we have to do is find a world-hopper. Merlin could help us, you know? And we could go anywhere you wanted in the world, really. In both our universes, really."
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[personal profile] parked 2010-12-04 07:15 am (UTC)(link)
"Don't worry," Sulu said, winking, "I'm not expecting us to head off to... I don't know, Greece, the second you're feeling better. Besides, I haven't even been to the market down the street. I think we can start out small."

It was true, too; Sulu honestly didn't mind doing the most mundane things, so long as Ianto was with him. He hadn't been lying when he had told Ianto that he would be happy with just about any kind of date they could come up with, even if it involved nothing more than television and soup. But still - the idea of being able to go with Ianto to other places, places he wanted to go that weren't Cardiff... It would be nice, he couldn't deny. Then again, maybe it was just the idea of being able to do those things that made them all so exciting.
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[personal profile] parked 2010-12-04 07:40 am (UTC)(link)
"What," Sulu asked with a grin, "They don't have sunscreen in this century?" He could tell that the tea was having a good effect on Ianto. Even though he knew that as soon as Jack showed up it would all be shot to hell for at least a little while, he couldn't help but hope that this would hold over for just a little longer. Jack was going to be impossible to deal with, and Sulu had a sinking feeling that he was going to have to step in at least once during his talk with Ianto, but for now, he could focus on Ianto and him acting as though nothing was really wrong.

Despite how silly it was to act that way, it was still nice to pretend. "But still, you're right. I think we can settle on a movie for now, and leave all the globetrotting for later on."
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"Fair enough," Sulu said, shaking his head, "Not that I mind. You'd probably look good with a permanent sunburn blush, but I think I'm okay with keeping you pale and Welsh." Not that he really had any choice in the matter. But still, he couldn't help but think about other places that they could go, places with less sun and surf and more... tolerable weather conditions. San Francisco continued to come to mind and he realized that really, that was the best place to go. Of course, it'd have to wait... But Sulu could be patient. There was still plenty for them to do here, in Cardiff.

He knew vaguely of Ianto's experiences when it came to camping and so he nodded, grinning a bit. He actually enjoyed camping; that outdoorsy sort of stuff was something he could do pretty well. He ducked his head a little at Ianto's comment, though, smiling at it. "Yeah, well... movies and home cooked meals and supermarkets aren't really that unfamiliar to me - they're not the same, here, but... I've missed it. Starfleet isn't really big on mundane tasks, after all. And..." And, after thinking Ianto wouldn't be around for it to happen again... He could still feel that hollow space in his ribs, even now when they were trying to restore normalcy, and it made him want those mundane things all the more.
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Sulu didn't want to ruin the mood the tea had helped them restore, but the first thing to come to his mind was to tell Ianto just how badly he'd taken his death. How the world had stopped and he'd shut off until Jack had forced him to face it like a man - how he still could feel that part of him that'd been hurt, and how the revelation tonight had only made it more noticeable.

But he couldn't do that. Unlike Ianto's health, Sulu was sure that if he just ignored it, it would go away. It had to, because there was no reason for him to keep feeling like part of his world had disappeared. So he just shook his head and smiled quietly. "And I'll have you to do them with," he said instead. "So it'll be that much more worth it."

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